Balance of Terror

by SPIDKILZ

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1.	01. Beware of the speed 05:53	lyrics
KILLING THE DISTANCE BETWEEN YOU AND DEATH RUNNING THE WHEELS ON A STREET WITHOUT END YOU DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS WAITING FOR YOU TO TAKE YOUR LIFE, YOUR DESIRES AND YOUTH TELL ME IF YOU CAN SEE THE FIRE IN MY EYES TELL ME IF YOU CAN HEAR THAT CRASH IN YOUR EARS YOUR FRIEND SURVIVED, TELL ME WHY HE DIDN'T DIE? YOU SLIPPED AWAY BETWEEN IRON PLATES AND CRIES SISTER... LOOK AT ME... SISTER... HE PLAYED THAT DANGEROUS GAME BUT THERE'S NO WINNER HE'S STILL AROUND BUT YOU'RE DOWN IN YOUR GRAVE PLAYING WITH FIRE CAN BE FATAL SOMETIMES I WONDER WHY YOU DIED AND HE'S ALIVE! DRIVIN'.. LIKE A FOOL LAUGHIN'.. AT YOUR DEATH I WISH... HE COULD DIE AND YOU... WERE STILL ALIVE BEWARE OF THE SPEED THAT KILLS! BEWARE OF THE SPEED THAT KILLS! BEWARE OF THE SPEED THAT KILLS! BEWARE OF THE SPEED THAT KILLS! SILENCE EVERYWHERE AROUND BUT MY EARDRUMS EXPLODE EVERYTHING'S TURNED UPSIDE DOWN THE SPEED HAS COME ONLY FOR YOU! By Elisa De Palma
2.	02. I will crush you 04:01	lyrics
GET AWAY, FIND YOUR WAY AND I’M SURE THAT’S NOT MY WAY PUT YOUR HANDS ON YOUR ASS AND RUN AWAY FASTER! THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU I THOUGHT YOU COULD BE NICE BUT DEEP INSIDE I KNEW IT ALL TRYING TO BE KIND, BUT YOU’LL NEVER CHANGE MY MIND I HATE YOUR FUCKIN’ FACE! FUCK YOU! (x2) DON’T BE FAKE WITH ME FUCK YOU! (x2) LOSER – GAMBLER – LIAR – ROBBER FUCK YOU! (x2) I WILL OVERWHELM YOU! I WILL CRUSH YOU! WONDER HOW COULD I STAND ALL YOUR GLANCES AND YOUR LAUGHTERS SOMETIMES LIFE PUTS ON CHAINS BUT NOW IT’S TIME TO BREAK THEM! GIVE ME BACK MY MONEY, GIVE ME BACK MY PEACE OF MIND GIVE ME BACK MY PEACEFUL NIGHTS I’M GONNA WIN THE WAR AND YOU’LL FALL ON YOUR KNEES I HATE YOUR FUCKIN’ FACE! FUCK YOU! (x2) DON’T BE FAKE WITH ME FUCK YOU! (x2) LOSER – GAMBLER – LIAR – ROBBER FUCK YOU! (x2) I WILL OVERWHELM YOU! By Elisa De Palma
3.	03. In event of fire 04:06	lyrics
How many times does it happen in life? how many friends turn their back on you it’s unbelievable but happens sometime and you're just lost for words all the time First they are smiling and they're so kind to you then they turn around and you're talked down to while they are swearing they like you a lot they are just planning to stab you in your back Tell me why don't you die you embody negativity all the time when flames get higher, in case of fire please put an end to your dirty ugly life IN EVENT OF FIRE JUMP IN THE FLAMES! They used to call me "the little sister" they used to be so kind to me but one day one of them GOT mad and he decided I was troublesome And they believed that faggot, they're gonna burn the WITCH his brother wasn't sure, but he was too weak the fat man insulted me and beat me down and all the guys were too blind to see the truth Tell me why don't you die you embody negativity all the time when flames get higher, in case of fire please put an end to your dirty ugly life by Elisa De Palma
4.	04. Protection 03:35	lyrics
I try to follow just my soul But realty falls into a deep hole My hopes are green tales Nothing’s bad But reason cries out: “Just take care!” But my obsession tells me: “Give it a try” A cruel suggestion, because they’ll only lie My walls are high, but will they protect my heart? People are climbing up, but what will they find? Where are my answers, I don’t know Where is the key to my real world? And my research goes on and I’ll never stop The way is long and dark, but there is one hope My tales are coming out arising so strong I just refuse this world and live by my own. by Elisa De Palma
5.	05. In tears 04:42	lyrics
I’M LIVING A NIGHTMARE OF ANGER AND I WONDER IF I WILL SURVIVE IN IT I’M FEELING THAT NOTHING WILL CHANGE IF I WON’T TAKE ALL MY ENERGIES AND FIGHT SLOWLY VOICES IN MY HEAD THEY’RE TELLING ME ABOUT MY DAYS PAST ALL MY MEMORIES TWISTING AND BLENDING I’M A SLAVE TO THIS WORLD AND I DON’T KNOW WHY IT’S A MESS ALL MY LIFE AND PEOPLE GET CLOSE TO ME JUST TO INVADE ME SPACE IS BECOMING MORE AND MORE SCARCE AND VISIONS OF MY LIFE FLOWIN’ IN MY TEARS THEY CREEP FOLLOWIN’ THE TRACES OF MY FEARS PHANTOMS OF MY PAST ARE CALLING, CRYING WEEPING IN TEARS VOICES IN MY NIGHTMARES SO REAL THEIR STARES ARE BLEEDING, DESPISING AND COMPLAINING IN TEARS I’M LIVING A NIGHTMARE OF ANGER AND I WONDER IF I WILL SURVIVE IN IT I’M FEELING THAT NOTHING WILL CHANGE IF I WON’T TAKE ALL MY ENERGIES AND FIGHT SLOWLY VOICES IN MY HEAD THEY’RE TELLING ME ABOUT MY DAYS PAST ALL MY MEMORIES TWISTING AND BLENDING I’M A SLAVE TO THIS WORLD AND I DON’T KNOW WHY IT’S A MESS ALL MY LIFE AND PEOPLE GET CLOSE TO ME JUST TO INVADE ME SPACE IS BECOMING MORE AND MORE SCARCE AND VISIONS OF MY LIFE FLOWIN’ IN MY TEARS I CAN SEE IN YOUR SMILE ALL THE SCORN YOU FEED I CAN SEE IN YOUR EYES ALL THE LIES THAT BLEED I WON’T BE TRAPPED IN YOUR LITTLE WORLD YOU’RE LOSING YOUR WAY IN YOUR EMPTY WORDS IT’S A MESS ALL MY LIFE, I TRY TO FOLLOW THE RIVER OF MY SOUL PEOPLE AND PLACES THAT KILL ME BUT MY ANSWERS ARE NEARER THAN THEY MIGHT KNOW By Elisa De Palma
6.	06. Motorhome 05:01	lyrics
DRIVIN' ON THE HIGHWAY, THINKING 'BOUT THE SHOW TURNING UP THE VOLUME, MUSIC ON THE ROAD PASSION RULES THE GAME AND THIS IS OUR STYLE DON'T CARE 'BOUT THE TROUBLES, THIS IS OUR OWN FIRE SHUT UP AND LISTEN, YOUR HEAD WILL BANG DON'T GIVE UP YOUR DREAMS, HOPE UNTIL THE END MAYBE ONE DAY YOU'LL THINK ABOUT THE THINGS YOU LOST NEVER COMING BACK, OR MAYBE AS A GHOST! MOTORHOME! I'M GONNA DRIVE ON MY MOTORHOME! AND I DON'T CARE ABOUT STUPID LAWS! 'CAUSE I'M THE QUEEN IN MY MOTORHOME, MOTORHOME! IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR A GOOD INVESTMENT NEVER PAY TO PLAY, IT'S REAL BULLSHIT SPEND YOUR MONEY FOR A GOOD OLD MOTORHOME AND YOU'LL TRAVEL WITH YOUR MATES AND PLAY AROUND! WE’RE GONNA DRIVE OUR MOTORHOME, ON THE ROAD DRIVIN' ON THE HIGHWAY, THINKING 'BOUT THE SHOW TURNING UP THE VOLUME, MUSIC ON THE ROAD PASSION RULES THE GAME AND THIS IS OUR STYLE DON'T CARE 'BOUT THE TROUBLES, THIS IS OUR OWN FIRE SHUT UP AND LISTEN, YOUR HEAD WILL BANG DON'T GIVE UP YOUR DREAMS, HOPE UNTIL THE END MAYBE ONE DAY YOU'LL THINK ABOUT THE THINGS YOU LOST NEVER COMING BACK, OR MAYBE AS A GHOST! MOTORHOME! I'M GONNA DRIVE ON MY MOTORHOME! AND I DON'T CARE ABOUT STUPID LAWS! 'CAUSE I'M THE QUEEN IN MY MOTORHOME, MOTORHOME! By Elisa De Palma
7.	07. Insomnia 05:02	lyrics
I’M RUNNING AWAY AS FAR AS I CAN BUT THERE’S NO PLACE TO ASSUAGE MY PAIN RUNNING FOR DAYS, I’M DOING MILLION THINGS BUT THERE’S NO WAY AT LAST TO FALL ASLEEP HEARTBEATS ARE SHAKING ME TOO HARD HEAD SEEMS TO CRASH AGAINST A WALL MEMORIES, THOUGHTS ARE GIVIN’ ME NO REST SLEEPING WOULD BE MY GREATEST CONQUIST! ------------ MUSCLES ARE TENSE LIKE VIOLIN CHORDS MY HEAD IS PULSING ON THE PILLOW MY BACK IS HURTING AND I TURN AROUND ONLY I KNOW THIS HELL, I’M FALLING DOWN SOLITUDE MARKS THE MINUTES LIKE HOURS AND TIME HAS STOPPED IN THE SILENCE OF THE NIGHT DARKNESS ARISES LIKE A VOID AROUND ME THERE IS NO WAY TO TURN MY HEAD OFF! IN-SOM-NI-A! IN-SOM-NI-A! I’M RUNNING AWAY AS FAR AS I CAN BUT THERE’S NO PLACE TO ASSUAGE MY PAIN RUNNING FOR DAYS, I’M DOING MILLION THINGS BUT THERE’S NO WAY AT LAST TO FALL ASLEEP HEARTBEATS ARE SHAKING ME TOO HARD HEAD SEEMS TO CRASH AGAINST A WALL MEMORIES, THOUGHTS ARE GIVIN’ ME NO REST SLEEPING WOULD BE MY GREATEST CONQUIST! I’M ALONE WITH MYSELF WITH MY MIND NO ONE ELSE By Elisa De Palma
8.	08. The distance 06:38	lyrics
no one else can understand me except my refleCTION in the mirror my mind will never be your slave you'll never impose your thoughts on me chains will never oppress souls my silence is my only freedom what I can feel, my only secret try to find it out, you will fail - I see your eyes looking at me I feel their hate, I feel their pain I'll never understand your rules I'll never accept your dying life I FEEL nobody's closed to me this is my agony and it's my fate but I know you and I won't follow you I won't accept your living death let me talk until I've got life in my veins let me live, I feel the distance between you and me no one else can understand me except my refleCTION in the mirror my mind will never be your slave you'll never impose your thoughts on me chains will never oppress souls my silence is my only freedom what I can feel, my only secret try to find it out, you will fail I keep on running on my road I ain't got no shadow, I've got my soul you'll never fill my emptiness I'm your questions, I'm your fears nobody's following my way I am wise, I'm old, I'm sad nobody calls my name By Elisa De Palma
9.	09. Balance of terror 06:26	lyrics
SUSY WAS IN LOVE SHE DIDN’T REALIZE HER HOME WAS LIKE A PRISON NIGHTMARES WERE INSIDE SHE FOUGHT SO LONG TO REACH HER DESIRE A MAN TO FOLLOW HOPES JUST BURNED IN FIRE BALANCE OF TERROR - IT’S ALL THAT SHE GOT BALANCE OF TERROR - IT WAS A COLD WAR FAMILY CAN GIVE SHELTER FROM THE STORM BUT IT CAN BRING THE HORROR NO ROSES, ONLY THORNS HE PLAYED HIS GAME IN HEAVEN THE DAY AFTER IN HELL SUSAN IN YOUR BED IT’S PAIN YOU’LL NEVER FORGET SUSAN ALL YOUR DREAMS HAVE CRASHED AGAINST THIS WALL HOME IS NOT THE SWEET PLACE YOU WERE WAITING FOR YOUR PRINCE STOLE YOUR DEEPEST PURITY AT HOME HORROR IS COMING CLOSE TO YOU, WILL YOU ESCAPE? FIND THE COURAGE INSIDE YOU LEAVE HIM AND RUN AWAY! BALANCE OF TERROR - IT’S ALL THAT SHE GOT BALANCE OF TERROR - IT WAS A COLD WAR BALANCE OF TERROR - HE PLAYED THAT GAME BALANCE OF TERROR - AGAIN AND AGAIN By Elisa De Palma

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2013 - Music writted by Elisa De Palma and Francesco Musumeci.
Lyrics written by Elisa De Palma.

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released February 13, 2013

L.A. Riot Survivor Records

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SPIDKILZ Turin, Italy

August 2010: Elisa "Over" De Palma, after the split from White Skull, founds a new band, called SPIDKILZ, a heavy/thrash metal project.
- April 2011: EP "The Ultra Demo" with 5 tracks.
- February 2013: full length album "BALANCE OF TERROR".
- February 2020: second album "THREADS ARE BREAKING", ... more